Post by saolyn on Aug 6, 2013 15:09:07 GMT -5
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Milo J. Kuronagi
UTAU - MALE - 17 - WANDERER - UNDECIDED[/size][/style][style=width: 424px;background-color: #1E1E1E; padding: 3px; font-family: calibri; color: #E5E5E5; font-size: 10px;]
appearance:
Milo tends to stand out due to his deathly pale skin, and tall, yet incredibly slender frame- making him look like a near corpse in sunlight. His straight, black hair poofs out at the top, with the bangs side-swept to cover his left eye- which is actually a patch covering a hole, the eye itself long gone. The hair has two parts- the front, which goes down to his shoulders, and the back which ends just above his neck. His right eye, in contrast to the left, is violet, and fully visible.personage:
He normally wears a basic white T-shirt, along with a pair of loose-fitting, black leather pants, followed by black, army style boots with almost a bit of a heel. Over this he wears a long black trench coat which goes to his ankles, the collar going up to his cheeks, and the back spreading outwards ever so slightly, along with having a pocket on either side. It is never fully closed, showing what he is underneath just a bit at all times. With all of this he sports a white bandage wrap across his neck, which to this day he’s never taken off due to the scarry mess underneath which goes around its circumference.
Milo definitely isn’t the friendly kind, tending to avoid others as best he can. If he does interact with others, he never speaks (mainly because he can’t), and instead will try to signal what he wants, never having learned sign. Typically though, he’ll just stare at whoever is addressing him with a cold, flat stare- if not a scowl of sorts, in an attempt to get them to leave (He is especially cold towards Vocaloids, even though he loves their music). While he is quick to anger, he isn’t likely to fight someone, as he sees no point in it.preferences:
Under all of this though, Milo has a gentler, kinder side when it comes to music, and when by himself will ‘sing’ in the way he can. He’s given up on everyone mainly due to feeling he’ll only be betrayed again, but he’s actually quite lonely deep down. If one gets past those cold layers of mistrust though, he can actually be quite shy, and get flustered easily from basic forms of socialization. He’ll especially grow flustered if one happens to hear his ‘singing’... Overall, he’s cold from afar, but actually can be quite nice if one manages to get close enough.
Milo enjoys basic things in life, such as the cool breeze in the air, or the calmness of a day, or the beauty of a certain morning. He truly loves music though, and mostly everything about it- be it from other Vocaloids or Utaus, or a simple tune from a piano. Though his ‘singing’ is stranger than most, he truly loves doing so- and may even smile during moments of it. He dislikes singing for others though, mainly because deep down he feels embarrassed, and thinks in the long run, he ‘sings’ terribly, as it’s simply mechanical sounds and beeps.background:
In the non-fire arts side of life, Milo seems to enjoy wandering from area to area, never staying in one place for too long. He does this in stride and slow-pace, however, and does not like when everything feels rushed- hence his dislike for heavily populated areas. He does enjoy seeing some people though, as though he doesn’t like to admit it, he doesn’t like being alone as much as he claims to. Speaking of which, Milo actually enjoys some forms of conversation and contact with other persons, though he may put up a cold front. Too much attention is feared by him though, as he may try to run off if too many of a crow try to speak to him at once.
His biggest fear of all though, amazingly, is befriending someone. He fears not of the friendship itself, but of being betrayed afterwards, as he has been before. Along with this fear is someone hearing him singing, as he’s embarrassed of it as mentioned previously.
To be honest, Milo has no idea of who made him- but his first memory consists of him waking up in a lab, only to meet face-to-face with an old man with a kind smile. Apparently, he’d been planned out to be a vocaloid, but the scientist didn’t have the proper mechanics, hence making him an UTAU instead. The scientist, named Dr. Hikari, loved him nonetheless, and treated him as his own son. Though Milo was sad that he couldn’t be at such a level for his creator, he was rather happy, and sang songs for him daily, along with caring for him in any way he could.
However, things were not all well. The town they lived in had been a strictly-Vocaloid area, as they saw UTAUs as ‘defective,’ or ‘useless,’ and had declared years before they would kill off any UTAUs they found. Despite knowing this, Dr. Hikari kept Milo, and simply kept him a secret to the others. He didn’t have the money, but he told Milo that one day they’d be able to escape the town, and go somewhere better where he’d be accepted. Of course, Milo trusted him whole-heartedly- he was the only person he knew, so of course he would. Though, eventually, people began to wonder why they were hearing an UTAU voice from Dr. Hikari’s house. At first they figured he had a vocaloid and it was merely sick, but they hadn’t seen such a thing. They were growing very suspicious...
Dr Hikari heard these rumors, and knew that eventually he’d be found out. He decided to do the next best thing to save his own hide- he told the town he’d found an UTAU, and had been meaning to turn it in, but it had been too strong and vicious- after all UTAUs were animals. He then went home with the townsfolk following, and told Milo in private that he was simply leaving him in the care of someone else, that he’d come back eventually... and Milo believed him as he was turned in.
The young Utau boy was thrown into a prison of sorts, as the townsfolk decided what to do with him. During that time he was beaten frequently, and treated about the same as a dog. Milo didn’t mind the pain of it though, because he knew his creator would come back and get him, like he’d promised, right...? This was thrown out the window when the Town decided for a public beating, and then throw him out of the town. He cried out as rocks were thrown at him, and the beating went for hours, the people laughing in at him in a way that forever burns in his mind.
The worst was yet to come though, as while he was tied down, heavily beaten, he saw his creator- moving towards him with a cutting tool of sorts. He thought he’d be finally freed, before the cutting tool went right through his throat, leaving his vocal system severely damaged. He went out cold after that, only waking up a good distance away a while after- they’d probably dragged him out of the town. Milo, while sitting there with a gash in his next, and covered in dents and bruises, felt betrayed. He vowed never to trust anyone ever again, no matter what- because surely, they would be all like those townspeople, and Dr. Hikari...
The UTAU stayed to himself as a wanderer from that day onwards, becoming the being he is today. He eventually wrapped the damage to his neck in bandages, refusing to trust anyone enough to patch it up. Thankfully though, he found he could still sing- but it was no longer basic words or speech- it was mechanical grinding, beeps, and screeches. He could still make music with it, but it was shameful to him- hence him only singing in private. To this day, he wanders, and while the outer scars have long since faded, his inner ones are still bleeding to this day.
out of character:
NAME: Saolyn[/style][style=width: 424px;background-color: #777777; padding: 3px; font-family: amatic sc; color: #fefefe; font-size: 10px; text-align: center;]made by ♚CHARIZA♚ of on-the-edge[/style][/style][/style][/td][/tr][/table][/style][/center]
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